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Journal Entry: Tue Sep 1, 2009, 6:17 AM


Weigh myself tomorrow. I hope to God I'm a stone lower.. I haven't weighed myself in three weeks. I need to weigh myself.

I'm currently on a cereal fast, which means I only eat two bowls of cereal a day. Adds up to about 550cals a day. Been on it for nearly a month now, cereal is definitely getting boring ><

I can no longer leave the house, again. I do suffer from agoraphobia, but this is a mix of that, and a mix of "I don't want anyone to see me like this, this huge thing." I'm trying to keep myself going, maybe start another online course. I was thinking about learning Japanese, but it's quite expensive.

I don't know. I hope Life can only get better from here, but I haven't been blessed with good luck lately.



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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Nothing.
  • Reading: Wicked.. forget the author.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: The Sims 3
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.
Skin by =KonekoD

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  • Current Residence: England.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: As small as possible.
  • Interests: Working out, psychology, drawing, poetry, photography, music.
  • Favourite band or musician: Imogen Heap.
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything.

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~crim-son Jun 30, 2009, 2:01:56 PM
"'Over 50% of Transsexuals will have had at least one suicide attempt by their 20th birthday. Even more self harm themselves daily either by cutting or self mutilation.'"

is that true?

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*controlling-amy Jun 30, 2009, 2:04:00 PM
So I've read..

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'A life filled with numbers..'
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~Taste-of-Apathy Jun 15, 2009, 2:56:59 AM
thanks for faving, hope you feel better soon xx

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~Vladeh Jun 14, 2009, 2:33:44 PM
I love the way you write your poetry...it's my type =D and i'm also looking forward to see a new photo of yours, cuz i wrote things on my hand too :)

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Hope dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption.
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*controlling-amy Jun 14, 2009, 2:35:41 PM
Thanks, I really appreciate it. ^_^

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'A life filled with numbers..'
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~AnnabeLee-1 Jun 8, 2009, 8:35:51 AM
You're welcome =)

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"I'm a shadow far from sinister villages,i drank God's silence from the fountain in the grove..."
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*controlling-amy Jun 2, 2009, 3:34:13 PM
Glad you told me, I would of chewed you up, and spit you out if you were one..
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~OverTheRainbowTHIN Jun 2, 2009, 3:37:26 PM
Lol, it's all good. =] you know i love you haha. <3

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*chibi-jackinthebox Jun 1, 2009, 4:35:30 PM
Thanks for the watch controlling-amy =] and welcome to DA

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"If you can believe, then it's all you need, have a little faith...just breathe"
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